arghhhhhhh.. let it all out

Friday, October 29, 2004

finally friday!!!!!

got 2 bombs, one on the phone, one on the mail.. blessing are good.... wonder is anyone has attended an alternative wedding??? so cool.. all weddings are nice...

went to a friend wedding early this year.. we were piss drunk by the time including the bride.. we party till 2.. they have a dance thingy after the dinner in the ballroom... so cool.. for the first I invited jes for a slow dance.. something I have never done before, something tat we cannot do in public, but on that day everyone felt so free and easy... noel and serene dance slow as well.. noel parents know abt them both... so cool.. even call serene her daughter in law... hee.. Noel mum is so cool, she will tell her friend tat serene is her daughter's girlfriend....

So nice if every parent has the understanding.. then maybe alternative weddings will be a norm here.. wahahaah.. dream on man... think my mum will flip...wahah...

Thursday, October 28, 2004

just another boring day

yawn.. this is a slow week, thank god.. with only one mag to close,

next week but the csi suddenly got urgent job.. sigh got extra cash lah.. so chiam... i think I draining myself again... nowadays.. earn extra so much for wat.. I dun feel satifised at my work at all, i just feel like a production worker.. sigh....

weekend is coming yeah!.... yesterday basketball was so tiring.. think my bones is going to break.....

I need a holiday... I need the beach and the sea and the smell of the breeze.... i think i a natural born bummer... If I can retire, i wan to go and buy a house at the beach and get sun-beaten skin and a natural sea smell. sgh.. dream on....

Me and a friend and a secret pact, to keep this blog a secret form our partners.. good for us to have an outlet.. .. hee.. quite true, this quite addictive...

I need to sleep 24 hours man.. so tiring





Tuesday, October 26, 2004

and so on... blah blah..

the second blog... my friend is in a bit of crisis... pple face decisions in all times of their life, no matter how much you avoid, it has to be made, bad or good, harmful or not.

I have a friend who ask me a question which stump me. If your mother was on her death bed, she was at her last breath, she ask you to fulfill a wish for her and let her die in peace, think carefully wat wish will your mom say, dun agree so fast, it may be hard for you to fulfill.

Wat if her wish is to ask you to get marry and have a kid, to give up your present life and dream?
And all your life of wat you are?

a) will agree and live in dispair?
b) lie and live with guilt?
c) or tell her straight in the face and let her die in dispair

points to ponder...
:-)

My first blog

Read my friend blog tats why I am here.... quite interesting.. anyway.. I am more of a visual person.. horrible in writing and words.. I trying to express my tots into words...

hmm.... wat to say... how i get to know this blog.. actually thru a friend I know for close to 17 years, only get to know her recently actually, interesting character wahahaha... I have never make an effort to know friends in my life, even close friends, or shall I say let them know me too. Guess this was all along my flaw, friends pass by your life, some stay, some leave, some drift away, but as you grew older, I learn tat those tat are still around you must have a reason for being around, we should look up and see instead of brushing them aside.

Learning to know friends...
cheers!