dreams+ insomia and visons

3rd nite in the row... slept at 2 plus.. hit the bed at 12.. forced myself to sleep at 2.. but you can feel tat you are semi awake... so irritating.. sigh.. when finally maybe abt 5 am you finally could sleep.. I was dreaming... dreamt of people I have not seen before but in the dream they are mine very close friends.. dreamt me driving and my car can change colour and the shape.. and even sent my car for service.. good grief.. by 7.45am.. i am dead tired..

This is so draining.. i think I have to sleep 24 hrs to make up for it..

just found out yesterday abt a strange thing... My mum was telling abt this kid in her school who found a "friend" in the basement of the church.... always toking to the "friend" My mum think he mite be creating trouble.. told his mum... guess wat.. the kid's mum told my mum tat he see things.. since baby... :S.. after a while they stop toking abt it.. so last friday my mum and another teacher was bringing the kids to basement for lessons.. they all took the lift.. putting the incident behind.. the other teacher joking ask.. "so is your friend still here at the basement?.. Suddenly the life stops... break down... both my mum and the teacher was shocked.... the kid refuse to answer the teacher is his "friend" was still there.. but my mum and the teacher never ask the kid anymore... bizzare arh..

So as my mum finish relating the story.. she was telling me abt how my uncle could "see".. and always tell my mum which part of my grandma house is "occupied".. and she told me that when everytime my dad fall sick.. he can see things while he was driving.. damn.. dun know if my mum was telling the truth.... it is scaring me.. coz the last time I was sick. I too saw things when i was driving.. cheezzzz..

I hope it was just the antibotics....

long lost blog

As shown, I have not been blogging for a long time, forgotten until got a "gentle" reminder from a friend...

Havent really been thinking much lately.. hahah..

oh yah ...got a new job, look bright and sunny I hope, actually a bit sad tat i will miss my old place, but I guess when it is time.. it is time.. will be joining a big company.. hopefully I will enjoy there.. since I have sign the contract, there is not much of a choice I guess..

My friends were so glad for me including my present colleagues.. makes me feel tat maybe I have done the right thing. oh well..

Everything is smooth, there is nuthing I could complain..

Funniest gossip heard..somebody denying she is attached and calling the people who spread the rumour "imbeciles"... I guess she can call her mum an imbecile.. wahahahah...
How can someone lie all her way to the extent of even believing her own lie and living it, I guess her whole life is a joke man...

Strange things make up the world I guess,
tired,.. have not been sleeping well... watching VCDS and enjoying it.. feeling zonk out...

Done KTV over the weekend with some of my friends...

Noticed something different.... J has been really quiet with the group.. She seems to be building a barrier with them, the group of friends have been overconcern abt my R/ship.. worrying why j is not accompanying me as much as she can.. I am pretty okie abt it, I have made my promise and I will keep to it and try to work things out with J, this group of friends have been doubtful as wat J is doing.. they are afraid for me.. but everything is really fine...

But their suspicions has made J totally pissed, insulted and stressful, i just hope everything will die down after a while and J will be more comfortable toking to them... afterall they are also her friends...

SOS= call of distress dun you get it???

Went to the range yesterday, was very happy,swinging and getting some tips from other golfers, after the range, went back home, so tired.. watch a bit of TV and went to bathe , I hit the bed abt 11 plus, had a brief phone call with jess and went to sleep, off the lights, all nice and cosy.. but I soon find myself staring at wall, play some java games on my phone, toss and turn, body was tired but mind was very awake and impatient. I was wondering to myself why I cannot sleep as I has very good sleeping ablity.. hee..

Finally close my eyes at abt 3 plus in the morning..phew.. but I could still feel the surroundings, like semi-conscious.. at about 6 am, i received an sms, or most of us received an sms.

Serene dog mantou pass away in the morning.... I call her immediately.. the phone rang for a while then I hung up. She call back, her voice was shaking badly, she say mantou went for grooming and the groomer put her on the hot air blower and she suffer a heat stroke, rush to the hospital in the nite but mantou was unconscious... but pass away later in the nite.
then she say i need to go, tok later.

So i hung up call jess who had also call serene... told jess the details and went back to sleep, then I could sleep like a log.. woke up at 8, even more tired.. started to head for work..

after i drop my mum off, I call serene again, she was still sobbing, I feel so bad for her as all the misfortune has to come to her at the same time.

told her to meet me for lunch if she is okie later.. after tat I call Dot, to have a talk with her, she told me tat serene sms everyone, including someone not even worth her smsing to, all the reply, was a cold sms, asking her to get over it and buy herself another dog and dun use this as an excuse to ask for a patch....

Yo... the whole world is not abt you, get a life or rather a Karma I hope, then maybe you will know wat is like being a human... you disgust me, after 15 years of knowing you. you disgust me to the core... thank god you are one of the kind.